I’m a Malaysian - Chinese. Gan is my family name, but as it’s easy to remember, so all the ‘Gan’ families will try to introduce them self as ‘ah Gan’ in Malaysia (e.g. last X’mas Liveaboard to Hin Daeng, I have 3 ‘ah Gan’ on board… not related at all). Why start this topic about my own story? b’cos too many people who met me ask about it, so I just put it in my blog, n I can refer them here to save my time on repeat the explanation.
I graduated in Forestry, majoring Parks n Recreation Management. in 1998, when I’m in my 2nd year university, I have to attend an 8 weeks practical at any related company - well, I chose Perhentian Island as it’s related to Recreation Management
… (actually, I want to go Redang Island, but the quota was full) - I was certified there by Michael Lim in PIR sea sport n dive centre - hehehehehe…
Then I went back to complete my study - forest, consumer behavior, camping, organizing, programming… Every one (almost) will have their post graduate trip, ya? Therefore I suggested my course-mate to visit Perhentian Island (we went to National Park - Taman Negara too, before the island trip, 1999). During the up-on graduate trip in Perhentian Island, Michael Lim (my dive instructor) asked me if I’m interested to try out working in his place, as a trainee…
Graduate in forestry has very few option in career, so why don’t try out the sea? after all, I just want to hide and think carefully what I want to do as my career… with my degree type (ya, ya, I understand we not neccessory work as what we studied). So I started my RM210 basic salary + 2 points commission work. My first signature in ‘divemaster’ column was my 8th dive, and upon my graduation convocation I’ve done my 300 dives. My boss decided to start his own dive centre in Coral View Island Resort, I moved over with him, of course, with an agreement of obtaining my dive master certification (so I actually not a properly-trained DM hehe, over qualified with dives but under qualified with ’standard’)
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The story continues… I will have to be a dive instructor (2000), isn’t it? I’ll have to teach a few hundreds of diver student since I’m a dive instructor, isn’t it? I quit island life on year 2002, below was what I’m thinking at that moment:
- what will happen to me if I still staying on the island after I’m 35? Can I make my living if I decided to go back to city?
- I studied Forestry, majoring in Parks n Recreation Management, I love it, diver kind of like the way I coordinate my dive during the island time (I make dive illustration, try to make a different dive briefing, or dive guiding, doing dive course with my own style… ya… actually now my dive coordination sucks!), may be I can do something with my background education (ya, ya, I understand we not neccessory work as what we studied)?
- Island working is an 8 months life, then we have to wonder for 4 months (I’ve worked as bar tender assistance, help my friend’s shop (Koon, remember those time, yeah!!!), travel… I just don’t think I can continue to live the inconsistance in coming 40 yearsssss.
- My friend n family started to drift away from my life, nothing is going to do with me in city… or I have nothing going to do with it.
There I quit. Came home, planning on getting a flexible sales or some post like that and work part time as dive instructor. Then I met Wan (my ex-partner) who asked me to start the dive business together (Blue Forest, 2003); then I got a few partners; then I started Bubbles Dive Centre with Eric, Ronnie, Pei See (2004); then we operate Bubbles Resort (2005); then I got into Thailand liveaboard business n travel company (Seamoth, 2005) with Chong Pheng n Khoo; then I got along with Yanni, Fatcat, Alex Tan, Scuba Dynamics in marketing (2006); then we got our inbound n outbound traveling license (Blue Forest Travel, 2007); then now planning for Jelawang guest house with Cheong n Pauzi (2008); then… trying our best to make the thing we set up survive n sustain, now - it’s a much bigger commitment with relatively, inexperienced team - it’s not easy to start, but it is DxMN far more difficult to sustain (#$!!#*!#) …
Never forgotten those moments when I started the whole ‘diving’ thing since 1998:-
- wondering what we can do with what we have in mind…
- wondering how to survive with RM410/month income…
- wondering how will thing get along in future…
- wondering what’s other friends doing…
- wondering if we can un-do things, will I still go thru the same moments…
- wondering why we never meet some one like in those successful people’s story…
- wondering if we are good enough to stand on our own…
- wondering when our ‘pocket’ can have more than RM20 (hahahaha, u won’t believe it)…
- wondering how a business sustained - it’s so tough…
- wondering on profit versus risk in this business
- wondering why hardwork not been appreciated or we need to be better…
- wondering…
and yet, life goes on, and not all wonders answered. Like knowledge, the more I know, the more I need to know
fxxk! That’s all. So what’s ‘blame gan’ about? I wish to become a guy that no fear to take all the blame. As all the wonders keep on hack into our mind like virus, I guess sometimes we just take the blame, settle the emotion, n go on with what supposed to be done.
Hey! I wish to become one, meaning not yet one
, OK? I’m learning, i’m learning…